You’ve got a gypsy soul to blame…
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Crashing Waves
Just when everything is going fine again it all comes crashing down. Tears streaming, body shaking, I just want to be ok.
First Kiss
Another first kiss to add to the books. It was good too! Moving on is finally getting easier :-)
Hopefully…
Why can’t it just be easy?
Some of my hurt is self-inflicted, yes, but I still don’t want to believe that he isn’t coming back. I need to force myself to understand that before I can heal.
Pain
Emotional pain, although hard to deal with, is a good thing. How else would you know to be happy in it’s absence instead of just complacent?
Living in a lie-driven, blissful world doesn’t help. Painful reality is the only thing that will truly help me to move on.
The End Leads to a Beginning
I thought I had finally found it, the path to everything I had always dreamed of. But then it was all taken away, shattered right before my feet. I could not catch it, there was nothing I could do. It was not me. All I can do is sweep up the glass without getting lacerated in the process. So that’s what I’m going to do, pick up the pieces and start anew. This is my journey to finding myself. Not who people want me to be or the me who conforms to someone else to make them happy - the real, happy, healthy me.
